It's taking long

I'm still waiting for the big money to start coming in. In the mean time, I see my new business going back to nothing. I put lots of time and effort into this because I feel this is the way for me to go, I can make a living off this without relying on others to support me and my wife. Unfortunately, my dear wife doesn't agree with me. Yet, I can see no other way to support us, seeing as the corporate system will not give you the stability and security you need to at least live. People are fallible, the can pick and choose exactly who the want to employ. They just don't care about each person, it's all about money. If they like you, whether you have the qualifications or not, they will employ you. So, you must go fishing with the boss and boozing with the supervisors, then you will have a good job. And a good paying job at that.

Anyway, when my money comes in, which will take another two months to happen, then I will be able to breathe better. I have a few adeas to have a look at. People have gone to university to study marketing, I have to find out by trial and error. I know one thing: when I'm back permanent, I have to work hard and aggressively advertise my website and blogs. Because I need sales. Lots of people have been on my website and various items I have been promoting, but they have not bought anything yet. I know times are tough, money is scarce, but I still need those sales somehow. But I will se what I'm going to do when I can put more effort in this. Until then, I just have to bite the bullet, do what I can for now. I have chosen this as my vocation. Leaving the corporate system isn't easy, it's difficult.